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Jesus, meanwhile, knows that he is not on solid ground. For a while he almost falls for the illusion. But he is no fool. He too is a genius, worthy of the occasion. The day finally comes when his nagging thoughts can no longer be put aside. He reviews everything that has happened since he met J'hudah. After many hours of reflection, suddenly he sees everything clearly. The miracles are bogus, at least some of them are, that much is certain. With iron logic he concludes that Judas's enthusiasm is also bogus, as is his friendship. Jesus is more alone at this moment than he has ever been in his life. He can't confide in his other disciples. They are simple men, fishermen and such, who simply believe in him. Judas is the only one on his level, the only one he could talk to, and Judas, his best friend since the tenth grade, he suddenly knows for a certainty, is a narc. As he turns the whole situation over in his mind, other things fall into place, and he knows that Pilate is behind it all. He knows he is being set up. For the first time in his life he feels fear. Judas has been meeting regularly with the revolutionaries. He has created the impression that Jesus is just waiting for the right moment to begin the revolution. Jesus is going to use his miraculous powers to overthrow the Romans. He is their hope. Jesus looks deep within himself. At this point he is a mature man. He doesn't need Judas to tell him who he is, or Pilate to work fake miracles for him. He knows who he is, and what the whole situation is. He knows what's real and what isn't. He asks Peter, James, and John to come with him to a remote mountain. He prays like he has never prayed before. Father in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done on earth, as it is in heaven... He prays with absolute concentration, and as he prays, the kingdom of God is established in his mind, a kingdom of absolute clarity. This is the moment known as the "transfiguration." When it is over, he knows what he has to do. He plans his game many moves ahead. At a meeting when some people expect him to announce the revolution, he says in no uncertain terms that there isn't going to be a revolution, as far as he is concerned. "Give unto Caesar that which is Caesar's, and give unto God that which is God's." What happens next can be understood by recalling Ross Perot's run for the presidency. People believed in Perot. He was supposed to be different, not just another politician. When he withdrew from the race, his followers trashed his offices. Some of them were enraged enough to have killed Perot that night, if they could have gotten to him. He was going to lead us to freedom! He's just another rat! That's how people feel about Jesus when he disowns the revolution. The crowds who supported him have now turned against him. They hate him with the uniquely intense hatred of the man who feels betrayed. Pilate anticipated this, of course, but so did Jesus. He made this move intentionally. They are playing as equals now, but Pilate doesn't understand this. Neither does Judas, who suddenly finds himself excluded from Jesus's inner circle, but isn't sure why. Judas is not as sharp as he was when he was younger. Years of prevarication have weakened his mind. He's no longer sure what's real and what isn't. What a tangled web we weave... Jesus returns to Jerusalem one last time. He goes to the temple with a bullwhip, and drives the moneychangers out, knowing full well what the consequences will be. He spends his last few days reviewing his teachings for his remaining disciples. He plants seeds in their minds that will bear fruit centuries later. He initiates them into the holy meal -- This is my body, this is my blood, do this in remembrance of me -- knowing that it will resonate in the human mind forever, and that the institution of the holy meal will be observed as long as people live on this planet. He takes a deep breath and tells Judas: do what you are going to do, quickly. Later that night, in the garden, he prays for a way out. He knows that he faces torture. His stomach is knotted with fear. But having gone this far, there is no way out. Thy will be done, not mine. The soldiers come for him, led by Judas. They take him away. When he arrives at Pilate's office, their conversation is full of irony. "Are you the King of the Jews?" -- "You say so." They both know that this was Pilate's idea all along. Pilate, the master of illusion, mockingly asks "What is truth?" He knows, or thinks he knows, that the whole Jesus phenomenon is a hoax. It's just his little joke. The crowd outside cries for Barrabas, one of the revolutionaries, to be released, and they tell Pilate to crucify Jesus. He turns Jesus over to the soldiers. At this point the game is no longer friendly (if it ever was). The soldiers set out to drive him insane with pain, and break his spirit. They "flogged" him, the Bible says laconically. Roman flogging tore the flesh from the back so the ribs and sinews were exposed. They "beat" him, another euphemism for torture. Some of Pilate's soldiers have been torturing prisoners for many years and know exactly what to do. They bring all of their skills to bear on this occasion. The Bible doesn't go into details and I won't either. It is a long night. Before it is over, Jesus is shrieking and sobbing like any man who has been crushed beyond the limits of human endurance. The next morning he is already half dead from loss of blood. They take him outside of town and nail him up. He started out believing that if we trust in God we can create such perfect health that we don't even need to die. He ends up gasping for breath, in agony, the birds pecking at his eyes, the soldiers taunting him, his few remaining friends watching helplessly from a distance. My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? In his last moments he makes a supreme effort to collect his thoughts, and returns to the prayer that has always been his source of strength. When he reaches deliver us from evil, he imagines light flooding into his mind, and into every cell in his body. When Jesus is in the tomb, and the Jews ask Pilate to post a guard, he is only too happy to oblige. They are asking the fox to guard the henhouse. Everything is going according to plan. As Pilate sends the soldiers to guard the tomb, he takes them aside and says: "Ok, you guys, this is what I want you to do. Early Sunday morning, before daybreak, when nobody is around, roll the stone away and take the body out, and bring it back here to the palace." |
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